So I belong to this bipolarsurvival livejournal community. It’s a largely pro-med group, and I expressed an opinion that not all doctors could be trusted to tell you the facts about drugs……and boy did this one girl jump on me….in the most polite manner.
It’s just kind of funny….I have been pro life in my much younger days, and I have been pro med as well.The thing is even though I’ve been on both sides of a lot of issues I can’t pinpoint what it was that made me change. I can’t even begin to think that maybe trying to convince people of ‘my way’ is even for the best. When I was pro med, I HATED hearing people say I should go off. They had great reasons, but I knew myself, and I knew that I was really truly sick. I needed them. I’m in a different place in my life now, and I’m just sort of HOPING that this works out. But it might not. Who knows.
I dunno, it’s a very heated subject. I always thought when people would tell me to go off my meds that they clearly didn’t know just how bad off I was, and it was kind of invalidating of my struggles. Now I realize they just didn’t want my frontal lobe to shrink. hahaha, ok ok, maybe not, but they were concerned, as I am now, about what the drugs are doing to me. They had every right to express that concern, and I express it to others now, but, I know that if they are anything like I was, they aren’t really listening anyhow….
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